Friday, June 30, 2006

support local talents!

i was just abt to watch e season premiere of Smallville when my father came back and demanded the tv to be changed to channel 6. i was like 'kenapa kanciong sey?!'. rupa-rupanya, the young lions vs home united match was showing live. alermak...sleague lah! ingatkan aper sey...

u see, despite my crazy obsession with soccer(read: epl, world cup, etc.), i dun really 'follow' e sleague. i'm kinda biased ah. then i found out tt baihakki was dating norfasarie. i din watch a single young lions match. ok ok, i AM biased.

so i thought ok lah, watch a bit. since everybody is kinda forced to. my father will never change e channel ah. in almost 10min, i realised tt:-
1. e home united jersey is nice.
2. baihakki is still handsome.
3. aide iskandar's younger bro aedil shahril is good-looking.
4. fandi ahmad got fatter. again.
5. baihakki is still gorgeous.
6. e reason why i stopped watching sleague i.e. aper sajer lah dorang main...!
7. i still don't know why my father is sooooo into sleague.
8. baihakki's hair looks nice.

75min: young lions 2 home united 3

Suliana Hot Momma at 8:24 PM

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Sunday, June 25, 2006

very good(read: bad) timing

This just out:
“Earlier this year, after much soul searching, Kevin Richardson came to us and told us that he had decided to leave the group and pursue other interests. He gave his blessing to continue the music without him.We have no intention of replacing Kevin, and the door will always be open for him to return to the Backstreet Boys. We wish him the all the best in his future endeavors.This weekend we are returning to the studio to begin the follow-up to Never Gone, and will see you later this year with a new album.”
-Nick Carter, Howie Dorough, Brian Littrell and AJ McLean

Statement from Kevin Richardson
“After 13 years of what can only be described as a dream come true, I have decided that it is time to leave the Backstreet Boys. It was a very tough decision for me but one that was necessary in order to move on with the next chapter of my life. Howard, Brian, Alex and Nick will always be my little brothers and have my utmost love and support. I would like to thank the Backstreet fans for all the beautiful memories we have shared together and look forward to including you in the next phase of my life. I wish my brothers continued success and look forward to their new album.”
-Kevin

n Rina is down wif chicken pox since yesterday.

i am sad.

hols are over. n 2moro's e 1st day of practicum.

double sad.

i noe dis leaving a boyband thingy is normal. but e 1st guy 2 leave juz HAD 2 b my favourite one. i've loved him ever since i bought e 1st album. still remember going 2 HIS profile n gushing over it. those dark eyes, tt dark hair, tt sexy deep voice.

triple sad.

oh, did i mention tt Rina has chicken pox?

sad x 1000000

Suliana Hot Momma at 11:31 PM

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Thursday, June 22, 2006

pathetic, i noe.

i viewed an old fren's profile on frenster juz now. sumhow i began tinking abt my past. but i aint sad or anything. i've accepted who i was. n tt made me who i am now.

rite 4rm e start, i was a very insecure child. tt explains my sucky experience in pri sch. i desperately needed 2 feel 'accepted'. so i hung out wif a clique. i cant remember exactly wat happened but i was kinda deserted. me being e blur sotong i was, i din realise it until end of yr wen my ex-clique members wrote sarcastic nasty notes in e diary i was passing arnd 4 my classmates 2 write down a little momento. i was like "oh begini rupanyer wat they tink of me"
so in p6, naturally i got into a diff clique. things were great. we hung out after sch. i always balik rumah 1 of e girls @ cck. we used 2 go 2 e toilet 2gether n fuss abt our hair n everything. den 1 day, i was sabo-ed by 1 of them. i tink she got jealous abt me being close to e other 2. it's a long story...@ e end, e other 2 sided her n once again, i got deserted.

next was sec sch. after my pri sch experience, i was scared shit sey. luckily my mother's colleague's fren got e same class as me in sec1. she was frm dazhong also but i din really talk to her b4. so we hit it off n got along so well. until now, i dun tink we've ever argued b4. she was a gd fren. not like e b*tches in pri sch. i got 2 noe a whole grp of mly girls. we only had 4 express classes so all of us can make up 1 mly class. a few of e girls are still in touch wif me now. i den joined e band out of passion 4 music n i havent regretted it since. finally i was part of a 'family' n it felt so good. my band family will always have a place in my heart, esp e trombone section. my sec1 til sec4 classmates were e best classmates 1 cud ever have. we were so close-knit. once again, i was part of a 'family' even though i was e only mly in sec3 n 4. even e chinese guys were close 2 me. a certain few ah. me n e chinese girls were literally a family. we had nicknames 4 each other. i tink i was e 'mum'. den i had a 'daughter'. n many many many 'grandaughters'. i totally 4got abt my pathetic pri sch life.

den came jc. i tink dis was e hardest challenge in my sch life. i 1st went 2 pjc for my 1st 3 mths study. e environment there was almost like in sec sch. e mlys were sooo close 2gether since there were a limited no. of us. i moved 2 jjc after tt. i had just came out of a fantastic sec sch experience n was ready 4 more. it started off very well. i had 2 close girlfrens. was part of e band family again n pursued my passion 4 dance. den trouble came, i had probs @ hm n was living wif my grandparents. my self-confidence disappeared. i began 2 imagine things, outrageous things. i had mood swings n always jumped 2 e conclusion tt ppl dun like me. i cut my hair short, very short. i accused my own 2 girlfrens of not trying 2 help me wif my life. i cried almost every day. i vomitted everything i ate. yupz, i had bulimia. 1 of my girlfrens stopped talking 2 me bcos she cudnt stop me 4rm vomitting. e other 1 had to repeat her yr1 so for e 3rd time in my life, i was alone again. 1 incident tt i will always remember was wen i walked out of my class party/bbq @ east coast. i was feeling very down tt day but i still went bcos my classmates persuaded me. e girls went to take pics of e ocean. e guys went to rent bikes. n i was 'assigned' e task of 'jaga-ing' e stuff. in my corrupted mind, i concluded tt they took me 4 granted n purposely left me out of their activities. stupid, i noe. so i packed my stuff n left. juz like tt. they called me wen i was already boarding e bus n tried 2 reason things out. e hot babe of e class even downgraded herself juz 2 show me tt nobody is perfect. she told me tt even though she looks hot, she doesnt wear short skirts bcos her thighs are huge. of course @ tt pt of time, nuthing went into my head. i put down e fone n went hm.

after receiving my A level cert, i started relief teaching. tt's wen my confidence came back n my personality tt i now have emerged. in front of e kids, i dun have 2 b self-conscious bcos hell, they're juz kids! they wont tell me tt e cutting of my pants dun fit me or stuff like e lipstick i wear 2day doesnt match my shoes. my colleagues were very friendly ppl who made me feel '@ hm'. so gradually i discarded my old self. i got married, became pregnant n gave birth 2 a beautiful baby. wen i came back 2 teaching wif a fatter body, i din care. i juz bought bigger clothes. my whole life was devoted 2 my baby girl n my adopted 40 children who i love so much.

n now, i am who i am. sumone who've learnt tt life's too short 2 b worrying abt stupid stuff like tt. sumtimes my insecurity comes back haunting me but wif e great frens i have now, y is there a need 2 feel insecure? they're my lovelies, they wont judge me. i'm a confident mother of a 2yr old. i dun mind being laughed @ or made fun bcos of my wgt (damn u faizal!). i speak my mind wen there's a need to n i hold my head up high wen i'm walking (but sumtimes must look down, later fall down how?).

Suliana Hot Momma at 5:45 AM

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i love my Nenek!

on Mon, Auntie Dah n family brought Nenek for a surprise visit to rumah Ibu. "Ibu, surprise kan?" k nvm. i woke up to 3 ker 4 missed calls frm rumah yewtee. heard Solehah's voice over e fone den Ibu said, "Auntie Dah bawak Nenek datang sini." aper lagi, i got ready Rina n myself in e fastest time possible!(tu pun lambat jugak ah) and went over.
semua ader ah babe, except Amsyar n Amran. Amran was having a camp @ pulau ubin. wahhh...he so besar already sey. still remember wen he was a cute little boy. now turning 15 in july. he told me last week he was gonna get promoted frm corporal to sergeant during e camp. wahhh...so macho already! nvm, i still have my Amirul. he'll turn 11 2 days before i hit 23. p5 but yet still wan me to suap. eh eh budak ni! tapi actually aku suker :p
it was sooo nice to spend time wif my parents, Fifi (adik aku lah...), Nenek (whom i love wif ALL of my heart) n Auntie Dah's family. needlesstosay, Rina had fun playing wif her little aunts. i have to say tt she's learning a lot frm them wifout realising. she can speak more words now and their role-playing helps too. Solehah will b e 'teacher'. Naziyah n Rina are e 'students'. hehe...so cute lah!



Amirul n me. dis boy eh is too smart for his own good. bijak sungguh!

Solehah, Rina n Naziyah - my fav foto of them =)



p.s. - i call Auntie Dah's husband Uncle Cak. calling 'auntie' n 'uncle' was e 'in' thing back den. i guess e names juz stayed. btw, their real names are Faridah n Ishak.

p.p.s. - Auntie Dah's children call my mum Ibu.

Suliana Hot Momma at 4:26 AM

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Sunday, June 18, 2006

Rina.....where are u.....

yest, i let my parents brg Rina hm. she gladly went. even said, "Bye Mama..." so ok lah, i thought y not kan? i get sum time by myself. plus i wanna train her to be able to spend nites wifout me.

big mistake. i miss my daughter lah! confiden jer nak train her. i'm e one having separation anxiety! haha. but i noe lah, i need my freedom. so apparently she wasnt a problem. only asked for me @ nite but went back to sleep. i guess it's a step forward. mayb 1 fine day, i can go for trips/holidays wifout her. yeah yeah, i got big dreams, i noe.

i was lying down juz now, face down. felt pain. i guess 'they' miss Rina too. haha. swollen sey. sungguh sakit. tapi firm. i loike. *winkz*

k k, i'll stop talking. Raihan, i can already ur 'sore eyes'. haha.

Rina....where are u....

p.s. - actually i noe lah where she is. lame. i noe.

Suliana Hot Momma at 1:21 PM

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sumtimes cat steven cross e road also

guess wat we did 2day? Rina's fav pastime.....
SWIMMING!

we went wif Rina's fav aunties, her 'Cik cik's. plus her Uncle Amirul. we had a great time, though it was sooo hot. hmm...wat do we expect kan? went swimming arnd noon. nasib baik Auntie Dah brought sunblock. thanx eh! played a little match wif Amirul @ e end. i tink he scored more, haha. i'm sooo bad @ throwing e ball far sey. gini tak bole masuk water polo team!

us taking silly shots while waiting for them to fetch us. dorang lambat more than half an hour! Rina soooo happy to be going swimming. n i have no idea where she learnt to stick out her tongue wen taking fotos. tapi cute! hehe...p.s. - tt giraffe cap is hers. she TOLD me to wear it.

if ur wondering wat e heck e title means, click on THIS

Suliana Hot Momma at 2:40 AM

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Friday, June 16, 2006

sungguh happy dot com

initial plan: go northpt. eat sakura. bawak Rina jln2. Raihan shopping 4 bag.

final results after our "date" ended: i bought a pair of shoes n a brown bag. Raihan bought 2 pairs of shoes n 3 "pillows", 1 for Rina. "thank u Auntie Ai An!"

haha. lain yg nak shopping. lain yg beli. tapi i loike! my brown flats r so cute. but 1 problem, 1st time ah beli flats. wat do wear 2 match wif them? uh-oh, i need fashion advice...

photos HERE

Suliana Hot Momma at 11:41 PM

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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

*tap* ur turn!

i've been lazy. even too lazy 2 blog abt my World Cup fever. but Fizah has given me a push by tagging me. Yes ppl, i love being tagged!

3 SCHOOLS I WENT TO
Dazhong Primary School - where most of e girls were total b*tches. not surprisingly, i was an outcast.
Bukit Batok Secondary School - where i had a blasting time being part of the BAND family for 4 yrs. frens frm Bukit Batok Sec will never b forgotten. my teachers too like Mrs Lim, Mdm Yaw n Ms Ngiam.
Jurong Junior College - where i continued my passion 4 music and found my long-lost LOVE 4 dancing. also e time i met my den bf, now husband.

3 THINGS IN MY PURSE/BACKPACK
my things - wallets(card n coins), hp, tissue, comb, make-up pouch, mini perfume, moisturiser.
Rina's things - 3 pampers, extra set of clothes, wet tissue.
extra things(if there is a need to) - camera, a book/elmo/barney/watever tt Rina wants 2 brg along.

3 THINGS I DO WHEN I AM STRESS
cry
go to my grandmother's house. she'll cook watever i wan. i'm still her fav.
tink abt my loved ones whom i've lost. mainly my late grandfather. he used 2 love 2 joke arnd wif me. tt'll make me forget watever tt was bothering me.

3 PLACES I GO ON A DAILY BASIS
sunshine place - 2nd floor
home
school - during term time

3 FAVOURITE FRUITS
papaya
mango
jambu batu

3 NAMES I GO BY
Suliana - my mum. yupz, she uses my full name all e time.
Nana - my dad plus e rest of my family, including extended
Su - my frens
can i add an extra one pls?
Mama - my princess, Rina =)

3 OF MY FAVOURITE FOOD
chicken rice - Rina's fav too!
rice wif tomyam - dah lama tak mkn!
ban mian - banquet jurong pt

3 THINGS I'M WEARING RIGHT NOW
hair clip
nightie - wif stars n stripes on it. it's actually juz an oversizes t-shirt lah, hehe...
erm...my 3 silver earrings?

WHO IS IN THE HOUSE WITH ME?
Rina, me, husband

WHO AM I THINKING OF RIGHT NOW?
husband...haiz...

WHO DID I LAST TALK ON THE PHONE WITH?
husband, wen i was still @ downtown east

WHO DID I SIT WITH DURING MY 5TH PERIOD IN CLASS?
5th period eh? hmmm....like duh! as if i remember sey.

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON I TOLD THAT I LOVED?
e light of my life, Khairina Adrienne

WHO DO I WISH I AM WITH RIGHT NOW?
again. husband.

WHO GETS ON MY NERVES MOST IN SCHOOL?
studious ppl who r kiasu in EVERY way. make me feel so unhardworking. bluek!

WHERE IS MY PHONE?
rite in front of me

WHERE DO I SLEEP?
nowadays rarely on my bed. usually on e mastress in front of e tv. hehe...World Cup fever lah...

WHERE IS THE PLACE I TOOK A RIDE TO?
Downtown East - brg Rina watch sesame street

WHAT WAS THE LAST THING I ATE?
chicken rice, a taste of mee hong kong n satay @ simpang bedok after e sesame street show

WHAT COLOUR SHIRT AM I WEARING?
pink n white stripes

WHAT IS THE CLOSEST ITEM TO ME THAT IS BLUE?
my brand new Italy jacket

WHAT DO I LIKE MOST BOUT SCHOOL?
my frens. e real ones of course. NOT e poser ones.

WHAT IS MY FAVOURITE COLOUR?
i have trouble deciding. it was blue, den pink, den green, now purple. i dunno lah!

WHAT DO I WEAR MOST OFTEN JEANS/SHORTS?
during these hols? shorts, cos i'm mostly @ hm.

WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE I WATCHED?
Over e Hedge - wif Rina, Dahlia n her gerl =)

WHEN DID I START SCHOOL?
1988 - K1. last time got no nursery.

WHEN DID I LAST GO THE MALL?
yesterday. we went great world city 1st. den took shuttle 2 town. i bought my new pants @ OG orchard pt.

WHEN DID I LAST BURN SOMETHING?
last week i tink. burned a plastic bowl. while i was cooking, e bowl dropped rite beside e fire. by e time i turned off e gas. e bowl was already half blackened!

3 people to do this
1. Rye Gypsy - ok ,4 u i give chance. but make sure u do dis after u come back 4rm ur "camp".
2. Naf aka mswhiterose - u free kan Naf? besok i nak tgk benda ni dah blogged eh....hehe...
3. Shera PJC - r u reading dis girl?

Suliana Hot Momma at 1:46 AM

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