Thursday, February 01, 2007

nuthing lasts forever

singapore vs thailand yesterday



was fun



but i malas nak type



more updates in e other place i keep my entries



if u noe where, good



if u dun, den too bad



thanx to blogspot for serving me well



i will be back here i promise



but e time isnt now



take care peeps




Assalamualaikum............



p.s. - i love Khairina Adrienne *muacks muacks muacks!!!

Suliana Hot Momma at 2:57 PM

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Sunday, January 28, 2007

i'm ranting. dun read.

put aside e argument ah. put aside e fact tt u purposely wanted to spoil my plans. n put aside me showing my blackest face i've ever had in quite a while. plus put aside e fact tt i didnt touch e food at all.

do u have any idea wat u said?? lemme refresh ur memory.
"dulu kita cakap jgn kahwin, nak kahwin jugak. can dah jadi macam gini".

u SAID tt. u DID it noeing tt i could hear frm e backseat. now answer me! who agreed to e marriage? who faced khairil's side n decided on e date?? who got all excited n paid for everything like money grew on trees???

everything i do is WRONG to u. my fone got fucking stolen n u tink i'm e problem. i'm still upset abt tt, n u smacked me wif ur attitudes n words 2day. dun u tink b4 u speak? dun u noe how ur words can affect others??

n even if memang it's my fault, y MUST u mention it? EVERYTIME SINGLE FREAKING TIME?!
1. i'm late for school. bcos i cant manage on my own. bcos i'm getting a divorce.
2. my house berserak. bcos i cant manage on my own. bcos i'm getting a divorce.
3. i got sick. bcos i never took care of myself. bcos i'm getting a divorce. (i got sick n sumhow it links to my failure in marriage!!!)
4. my fone got stolen. bcos i was careless. n thus it's my fault.
5. YOU spoilt my plans. u said i've never listened to u. bcos i still got married even though u told me not to. (dis is a lie, n u noe it!)

see wat i mean, at every mistake i do, u mention it. u tink it's my choice eh? u tink i main2 wanna let go of sumone i spent 6 yrs wif?? u tink i suka2 nak my 1 n only child grow up wifout a father?? u tink i planned all these - getting married, him cheating on me, us deciding on divorce - so tt i CAN hear ur nags 24/7???

i'm hurt. YOU hurt my feelings. e BOTH of u.

how could u? wen ur e ones who are supposed to b giving me e most strength??

Suliana Hot Momma at 2:22 AM

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Saturday, January 27, 2007

rated r(a). who cares abt my language.

my fone got fucking stolen at metro causeway pt.

dis adds yet another problem to my NEVERENDING list of problems.

i would love to say tt God hates me. but of course He doesnt. so i cant.

i dun wanna talk abt it anymore. if u wanna noe wat happened, go read my police report.

eh BODOH, i pray tt u DIE a thousand deaths. b.a.b.i. betul ah kau. i'm sure ur now enjoying e money u got by selling off my fone. pegi mampos ah c.i.b.a.i.!!

n guess wat?
e 1st thing my mum said was "macam maner bole hilang??? kakak nie, problem ar..."
1st thing 1 of my frens said was "how did u get so careless?"

ah bagos, my fault. ya i noe. i PURPOSELY wanna bring problems into my life bcos i SUKA sangat. gerek kan kan kan?

excuse while i cry to sleep.

eh wait i dun sleep remember? tt leaves me wif crying. GREAT.

Suliana Hot Momma at 1:59 AM

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