Friday, March 25, 2005
it's good friday...woohoo! no school again. most prob gonna spend the day slacking @ home. this 1 week of school has made me realise something.
i love my kids! my P3 kids that is.
i came back to school on Mon dragging my feet. but once i walked into my class, i realised that i missed them. i treated them like angels that day. the feeling lasted for the whole week. i smiled more & allowed myself to laugh with them. i tried not to scold too much but sometimes it juz cant be helped. basically, i let myself be myself. so far so good. it hasnt backfired on me...yet.
yest i went to school wearing my glasses, my nerd glasses. it's the only one i could find. the previous day i experienced a moment of blurness so decided that i should use my glasses after all. omg...you should have seen the reaction of my kids. the whole class started giggling when i walked in. and when i opened my mouth to greet them, they juz burst out laughing! and then i was smiling to hide my embarassment. it was fun. i enjoyed that moment. made them realise that teachers do feel shy, teachers are humans too.
i dunno how next week will turn out. it really depends on how i'm feeling, on the mood i'll be in. and if i continue with this happy-go-lucky mood, let's hope it won't backfire on me. *fingers crossed*
Suliana Hot Momma at 12:18 PM
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
hey peeps. i shall break the habit of not updating my blog once sch term starts. so here i am updating it.
~ Saturday ~
went to HDB 1st appt. everything happened so fast. all i knew was that i kept signing & signing & thinking @ the back of my mind whether i am gonna regret this. argued with hubby all throughout the time. dun understand why he was getting on my nerves. so at last he went out by himself cos it was his off day. dunno where he went & dun care.
~ Sunday ~
went out wif TPP peeps~Faizal, Fizah & Kai~to watch Robots. surprisingly Faizal was the 1st one there. & i was late BUT not the latest. Fizah was. ok together now "wats new..." lol! k anywayz, we went up to buy the tix & went in. as usual Faizal started his crapping & got pinched by Fizah. ok watever, play on u two. i was a bit apprehensive cos i din noe whether i was gonna enjoy the movie. i juz came cos i wanted company plus it's been a while since i watched a movie. as it turned out, the movie was damn funny! & the 4 of us were laughing the hardest. lol! we couldn't help it, it was hilarious!
after the movie we walked arnd. i wanted to take a neoprint of us so had to go down & withdraw money. Faizal was supposed to rush off but stayed to contribute his face for the neoprint. his sacrifice paid off, the neoprint turned out great. after Faizal went off, Kai, Fizah & I went to eat @ Long John's. we talked & talked & talked. we even talked abt how we could talk so much! i guess something juz made us click. as Kai said "we are so different in terms of background & appearance." watever it is guys (& gal), i'm glad we did click. u guys r great friends to be with. :)
Suliana Hot Momma at 7:48 PM
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Saturday, March 19, 2005
ok, an update on my happening Thursday & Friday.
:. Thursday .:
sent Rina to daycare. felt so free coming out of the daycare. took cab to Esplanade to meet Yenny & Shireen. it was sooo nice to see Yenny again. couldn't help but hug her when i saw her. missed her so much! ok anyway, we talked & talked & laughed & talked somemore. every topic came up & it was endless. i told them abt my marriage, pregnancy & giving birth...in detail. hehe...so fun to see them cringing. dun worry girls, ur turn will come...
after that rushed to pick Rina up from daycare. juz in time, luckily not late. met Ain for dinner. again, we talked...or rather i talked & she listened. could tell that i shocked her a little but but dis is Ain, can she be shocked? on the walk home, she tried to knock some sense into me. n i think it worked. haha~
:. Friday .:
they sent Rina to daycare. started the day going to NTUC to buy stuff for picnic. i felt so auntie man. then went back & boiled the hotdogs. after everything was ready (including myself), went out to meet Faizal @ JE. he said he'll be late. i was like "ok, whats new". haha~ totally freaked him out sia. but seriously i was pissed 'cause i didnt really have all the time in the world. had to pick Rina up by 7. ok anyway, he came. then we went to harbourfront. Kai was already there. Fizah coming late so we went supermarket 1st. ok fast forward....we arrived @ palawan beach and set up under a coconut tree. began to talk crap (not exactly everything) & laughed out asses off. but Kai was serious. gd luck to u man with whatever ur gonna do Kai. we will always support u & ur our friends always...
then had to go off 'cause had to pick Rina up. running late so took cab from Harbourfront. Faizal & Fizah were such dearies to share cab with me. thanx guys...took some funny fotos in the cad. same thing, picked her up juz in time. shit man...scared the teachers start complaining or something. after that went to Lot 1 & hanged out...Faizal, Fizah, Rina & me. met some JJ guys. then continued talking. made plans for Sunday. dunno whether i can make it or not...
okies...that was my Thursday & Friday...much better than the 1st half of the week, definitely. wish me luck guys. today's my 1st appt with HDB!!Suliana Hot Momma at 8:30 AM
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Thursday, March 17, 2005
ok, an update on the work i brought home.
1 set of EL worksheets - MARKED
1 set of Math worksheets - MARKED
1 set of compositions - UNMARKED
plus gotta...
1. make new seating plan (halfway done)
2. research about baby giraffe
Suliana Hot Momma at 10:18 AM
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ok Suliana. today is gonna be a BETTER day. ur gonna send Rina to daycare & ur gonna enjoy the day with ur frens...ALL of them. although there are MANY things u cramped into today but u ARE gonna fulfil them all...
ok...that was me hyping myself up for today. i'm finally gonna enjoy my sch hols. if i'm gonna count them all, i made plans with 4 diff sets of frens today. plus i gotta send Rina @ 1pm & pick her up by 6.30pm. i noe, it sounds impossible rite? maybe gonna sacrifice 1-2 plans but i'll try VERY hard not to. today makes up for all the days i wasted @ home.
so wish me luck! hopefully i'll come back tonite a more fulfilled girl :-)
Suliana Hot Momma at 9:34 AM
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
another day WASTED!!!!!!!
i'm sick of this man. my 1 week hols is wasting away...
Suliana Hot Momma at 3:39 PM
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
ok, juz 2 clarify the previous post. it's not tt i find my daughter troublesome. of course i want to stay & take care of her. but it's juz the wrong timing. i'm supposed to be enjoying my hols!Suliana Hot Momma at 2:17 PM
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ok, Rina went down with fever. ARGH!!! leceh nyer...how to enjoy my hols gini?? gotta stay home and nurture her back to health. one more day WASTED!!
k i got that out of my system. i really enjoyed yest event @ CCAB. 1st met Faizal. tt was nice. did warm-up beside him. as usual, he was filled with crap lah. hehe...the more pleasant surprise was meeting this guy i knew from AM. didn't know that he's a teacher. but cool...he's a gd-looking PE teacher. hehe...i feel like a student again. ok boys aside, the aerobics was good. in fact, i felt great after that. plus a lot of free stuff, that's gd. i bought myself a small purse for 6 bucks. all in all, it was a day well spent.Suliana Hot Momma at 1:44 PM
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Monday, March 14, 2005
another new day has come. last nite was good. i shan't say what happened but it was definitely gooood. ;-)
ok, that said, 2day there's lotsa things to do. 1st, gotta bring Rina to polyclinic appt. my girl dah besar dah. 18 mths already. sigh...i can still remember how she was born & the 1st time i saw her. she was sooo cute & small. now still cute but bigger. hehe...took her hgt yesterday. she grew 2 cms! she's now @ 77cm. so big right??
k 2ndly, gotta send Rina to daycare after doc's appt. i wonder if the injection will cause her to have fever. let's hope not lah ah. n finally, i gotta go to werk today. gotta go for a Healthy Lifestyle thingy organised by MOE. actually i kinda regret registering myself bcos kinda lazy to do aerobics today, considering i slept @ almost 4am yesterday! but nvm, i need the exercise & i shall do it. that's the spirit mdm suliana! :-)
Suliana Hot Momma at 9:28 AM
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Sunday, March 13, 2005
To my sweet little princess,
Dear Khairina Adrienne,
Happy 18th Month!! Mummy loves you...
Suliana Hot Momma at 11:51 AM
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it's the second day of the hols and i have YET to go out!
stayed home yesterday. spent Sat nite in front of the comp chatting with some buddies. slept @ arnd 5am. with the comp still on.
woke up @ 9am today to watch 7th Heaven. wanted to go back to sleep. 4 hours can't be enough right? but of course i stayed awake. tt's why i'm here now. parents & Rina went out for a wedding. hubby went out early this morning. almost didn't say goodbye to me. now home with bro.
i wanna go out but too lazy. but on the other hand i'm freaking bored @ home. none of my buddies are online. so aimlessly surfing anakmelayu then friendster then check mail & the whole cycle repeats again. i need some company!
ironically, i brought home tons of work to do. i gotta mark 2 sets of EL worksheets, a set of Math worksheets plus a whole set of compositions. and mind you, 1 set = 40 pupils. i thought work would keep me occupied but i juz dun wanna start marking. it's the laziness setting in...
Suliana Hot Momma at 11:34 AM
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Saturday, March 12, 2005
Hey peeps. Juz changed my blogskin. How is it? Quite boring right? But at least it's softer to the eyes plus I get to type more about myself. I really dun get this html thingy man. I almost gave up juz now cos I couldnt get rid of the ad above. I dunno what I did but now it's gone....right?Suliana Hot Momma at 12:15 PM
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A whole school term is over and here I am once again updating my blog. Well Suliana, it's about time! I have always been dependent on diaries, whether written or online, ever since I can remember. I guess I found out how de-stressing it can be to write/type down whatever I feel inside. During my school days, I used to write on every piece of paper I can find. Now I'm scrambling to find those pieces of paper. That's one more thing about me. I like to keep whatever I write. When I read it back, I can laugh at how stupid/silly/foolish I was.
I've always been asking myself why writing is so important to me and it hit me! I have no one to talk to about my problems. I've always been a good listener but I've never had someone to listen to me. I mean I do tell my problems to the friends I can trust but when it comes to major situations that can change my life, I prefer to keep it to myself. I guess I'm afraid that when I do talk to someone, I will be judged by that person. What others think of me is very important to me so I don't want anyone to think that well, my life sucks!
Anywayz, for this year, I bought myself a diary so that I can stop writing on pieces of paper. Not every day is filled up with entries but I try to keep up. I think I gotta keep up more with this blog thingy too. It's a good way to express myself and who knows someone out there reading this could help me with whatever crap I encounter with my life. Btw, that's a new word I'll be using. Instead of the usual 'shit', i shall use 'crap'.
I'm really looking forward to the March hols. I feel that I really need the time to myself. No work(that's the best!), no Rina(she'll be in daycare), no husband(he has no time for me anyway) and ultimately NO WORRIES. I can go wherever I wanna go and do whatever I wanna do. I'm not gonna think of anything but myself. I think it's time that I can be a little selfish.
Suliana Hot Momma at 12:33 AM
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