Monday, October 02, 2006

plain truth

i feel stupid. i really do. sebodoh-bodohnyer lah aku...

i feel tired. exhausted. worn-out. all energy drained out of me. brain juice has long been used up.

i feel sick. i shiver. i feel breathless. i cant carry heavy stuff. i cant walk too far. my eyes go blur. why??

what i DUN feel is...e need to take my medication. seriously. i do not wanna take it. i dun even know where it is. bagos, aku suker...

ur a jerk ah. fuck it, u both are jerks. eh wait, every single one of u lah. ya, true. i'm gonna go on wif tt belief. bagos.

but hate is not e opposite of love. hate means tt person still means sumthing to u. u still care enuff to have emotions towards him. so ya, indifference is e word for it. not knowing whether tt person still exists n NOT even caring abt it. so ya, i'm unconcerned. so there.

love? bullshit. manipulating feelings is e way to go nowadays. dah trend lah. everybody's doing it. except aku! but ya, i AM e one getting manipulated. so ya, tt answers it all. patotlah....

Suliana Hot Momma at 11:53 PM

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