Tuesday, December 21, 2004

The piano is gone. All thanx to the hopeless case I call a father. Forgive my language, but that's juz the way he is. It's a long story...I could be cruder though, but I shall not do that publicly. I'm sad but no tears are shed. I guess it's because I'm feeling mixed emotions. Sadness, regret, disappointment and especially anger. Will I ever be able to save up to buy one for my daughter? I want her to know the magic of making music. I'm frustrated but I'm not showing it. I'm juz afraid I will blow my top soon. I have so much on my mind. Haven't been able to sleep @ night, haven't had any appetite to eat, feeling lazy all the time...Why am I allowing this to happen to me???
My mind is a mess
It's like "rojak" inside
Doing a difficult test
It's like a roller-coaster ride
One moment I'm delirious
The next I'm upset
This can't get serious
Emotional distress I'll get
I'm confused
I can't confide in anyone
I don't wanna refuse
What's done can't be undone
I know what's the truth
But can't admit it to myself
I must keep denying the truth
To anyone I musn't confess

Suliana Hot Momma at 1:52 PM

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